don't want to be alone, but I cannot figure out how to be with the one I want. Things have changed, and now I cannot go home. Not without something to prove something to everyone. I want to change, but won't, because people dont. Not really not ever.
I have regrets. I regret the abortion. I regret not telling my mom or family because my brother and his gf were having a baby that was only about a month farther along. And I dont know how to leave Raph now, not even after he commented on my inability to lose the baby weight, not even after I stopped eating to get ride of it. I dont know how to move anymore.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
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