Thursday, May 07, 2009
Paul Allyn
So, I was seeing this guy named Paul Allyn for three weeks.
We went out drinking everynight and he told his friends i was "his girl"
and kissed me in front of them, his cousins, and his uncle.
He met my brother, my friends, my coeworkers. We madeout in every bar in westerly, pawcatuck and mystic.
He "gushed" about me to some girls he works with at the andria.
Told his friends he really liked me and wanted to not just hit it and quit it.
and then 3 weeks into it we got drunk at a party and he followed me to where i was sleeping (uninvited) and we had sex.
I woke up drunk the next morning to him holding me and kissing me and then we got out of bed and realized i got my period. After giving me a kiss goodbye he left and then he freaked out and stopped talking to me except when i texted him and decided that i was more into him than he was into me and thought that the best way to handle that was to bring a girl i work with to the bar i invited him to and hook up with her right in front of me.
I lost my shit. Not in front of him, i walked to the empty parking lot because our friends are dating and i texted the girl i work with that he "fucked me last week. he wont call you after." and then i texted him and i said "I work with that girl, thats not okay dude" he texted me back "huh? whats not okay?" and I told him that "i've been pretending this is okay for tommy and traceys sake but its not okay and you're being wicked disrespectful". I cired until 3am when Jeff the bouncer got off shift and came and got me off the parking lot ground and carried me to my front door. I lost my shit. I fully lost my shit.
I was heartbroken all sunday and I could barely work. I kept going into the bathroom and sitting on the floor and feeling sick to the depth of my bones. And then that night Paul brought the girl back to the bar when he knew i'd be there (like i am every sunday, like i took him to every sunday). He was all over her like he was with me a week earlier. it makes me sick. and the only person that had my back was erin, who got to the bar first, called me and told me to go home and ripped Paul a new one and told Aly what he had done with me. So then Paul sent me a transparent apoligy saying it would be a shame to lose our friendship over this, because i was a good time.
i am nobodys cheap good time.
We went out drinking everynight and he told his friends i was "his girl"
and kissed me in front of them, his cousins, and his uncle.
He met my brother, my friends, my coeworkers. We madeout in every bar in westerly, pawcatuck and mystic.
He "gushed" about me to some girls he works with at the andria.
Told his friends he really liked me and wanted to not just hit it and quit it.
and then 3 weeks into it we got drunk at a party and he followed me to where i was sleeping (uninvited) and we had sex.
I woke up drunk the next morning to him holding me and kissing me and then we got out of bed and realized i got my period. After giving me a kiss goodbye he left and then he freaked out and stopped talking to me except when i texted him and decided that i was more into him than he was into me and thought that the best way to handle that was to bring a girl i work with to the bar i invited him to and hook up with her right in front of me.
I lost my shit. Not in front of him, i walked to the empty parking lot because our friends are dating and i texted the girl i work with that he "fucked me last week. he wont call you after." and then i texted him and i said "I work with that girl, thats not okay dude" he texted me back "huh? whats not okay?" and I told him that "i've been pretending this is okay for tommy and traceys sake but its not okay and you're being wicked disrespectful". I cired until 3am when Jeff the bouncer got off shift and came and got me off the parking lot ground and carried me to my front door. I lost my shit. I fully lost my shit.
I was heartbroken all sunday and I could barely work. I kept going into the bathroom and sitting on the floor and feeling sick to the depth of my bones. And then that night Paul brought the girl back to the bar when he knew i'd be there (like i am every sunday, like i took him to every sunday). He was all over her like he was with me a week earlier. it makes me sick. and the only person that had my back was erin, who got to the bar first, called me and told me to go home and ripped Paul a new one and told Aly what he had done with me. So then Paul sent me a transparent apoligy saying it would be a shame to lose our friendship over this, because i was a good time.
i am nobodys cheap good time.
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