Colin.

So. My boyfriend is going to jail tomorrow, for being dumb. When I say that I feel cheap, so I try to laugh every time I do just to make it sound funny, instead.

The day he gets out his bestfriend, aunt, grandmother and two uncles are going to stage an intervention in his lawyers office. His bestfriend had a secret lunch with me and told me all about it, I really wish he hadn't, because it will ruin Colin. I don't want to be there for it, I dont even want to know about it.


Guilt sinks me like a stone I can't let go of.