it's not me...because it's you

I finally worked it out.
I've been doing some big thinking and asking a lot of questions and i've discovered that not one single guy that i've dated has ever had any complaints about me as a person/gf/friend. In fact, it's the exact opposite.
The relationship always bombs because of something they do/did/refused to admit they want to do or something else along these lines.

so we break up.


and then i somehow become first on that list of drunken phone calls you wish you could make when you were sober.