"there are things you have said, raise the boat and raise the dead" - surfjan stevens

I feel so entirely wasted.

Life's possiblities are WASTED on my uncertainy- my unwillingness to risk exposing my inablities and my insecureties .


my own self and nothing else to be seen.


and more empty words in a space that will WASTE the time of the people who see through things long enough to read and process thought as something more than it is.

or was.

or can never be.


I dont know.
DoyouknowDoesanybodyknowOrdoeseverybodyknowthesamenothingasme