Apparenlty in college kids come to the library to study stuff. huh.

I ran into Pat today.
He's grown a lot of facial hair since last year.
I gave him my number.
He gave me two hugs.
G showed up at Chris' room last night because G got drunk and kicked out of S's room.

the word on the tip of everyones tongue is "transfer"
rizzi
pat
john
me

TRANSFER TRANSFER TRANSFER BECAUSE NOTHING WE HAVE RIGHT NOW IS GOOD ENOUGH. or something. I left my alcohol in johns room and my cigs at home and BW is quitting work and I miss being friends with BR and i hate the way he looks at me when i see him around now and everyone thinks i just hook up with chris and they say things to me like "hey, you're not drunk and you're wearing a shirt" and i think TRANSFER because somewhere else means people wont know me for these things. Mike called me at 11:30 last night because he was stoned and he was driving and it just seemed like the right thing to do. I attacked Chris in his room for a good 45 minutes while i was wearing all of Colin's Lax gear and then Chris and i passed out on the couch while he asked me if we could makeout. I said no and thought of whose room i'd be doing this in once i TRANSFER. I like Rizzi and Rizzi likes girls with tattoos and red hair and who aren't me. ME ME ME ME ME ME.

In math today i understood NOTHING.

I'm currently lost in a location that is completely public and accesible.

i dont know and the drinking doesnt know but at least the drinking makes the world warm and the jokes funny and the words come out that usually stay hidden.